박서준 Park Seo Jun 朴敘俊

I read that you were wondering why people like you so much. You never had a chance to ask why. I don’t mind telling you my “why”. When I look at you, I see “Lee Yun Jun”. I don’t know you. No matter how much I read about you online, I still don’t know the real you. I download pictures of your handsome face that comes with a gorgeous body, watch your interviews, your IGs and your YouTube channel. At the end of the day, you are still a stranger. Am I a fan? Yes, I guess, one would say. I really like you and you seem like a very nice guy. But I am totally in love with Lee Yun Jun. Correct, he is my kind of narcissist prince charming!

20230910 This is the smile that melted my heart and lured me to become a fan. Not when you are wearing the best looking suit or posing your sexiest self for the magazines. They might be all very good looking but somehow, this smile has a magic spell on me. It also brings a smile on my face every time I see it. Maybe I am actually a fan of “Lee Yun Jun” after all.

20231002 I read online that you would like your future better half to have beautiful hands. Mr. Gong Yoo appears to have the same desire. I rolled my eyes to both of you when I read that. I clipped a picture of your hand and then my hand. Clearly my hand is not as delicate as yours but I have to say, as rough as my hand looks, they are capable hands. They helped me to take good care of my family and myself. It just somehow bothers me when people are looking for someone with beautiful hands. Is it because that if you say that you are looking for someone who is good looking, then that is politically incorrect? Therefore, you can only use this “beautiful hands” line to reply when you are put at the corner to answer questions like, “what you are looking for in a girlfriend?” I hope so. Anyway, let me suggest. If you ever want to marry someone because of their hands, I highly recommend Lee Jun-ho. He has huge hands. People with bigger hands come in handy. At least, when he is playing the piano, he can reach more keys than I ever could. Think about it!

20231003 “My life is not really my life.” Is that true? How sad! If your life is not yours, then whose is it? When you decide this is your career, do you not know that? I got jealous when I watched many of the shows, thinking that I should have chosen acting as my path because I would love to live different lives within this life time. Acting seems to be a great alternative to experience that. But then I cannot stand having to kiss someone with bad breath so I don’t think I will ever make it in the industry. So, do you ever get tired of acting? Do you ever walk into a set thinking, how much I wish I were somewhere else right now? Is this just a job or a true joy for you? Can you not step away from the money and fame now if you don’t really enjoy it any more? Is it worth it to have your privacy exposed constantly so that people can criticize your choices? Are you mentally strong enough to not care and take your life back? What is it like to be this popular simply because of the roles that you played crowned you the “glowing aura”? I am so curious. I think I am still best fit at where I am right now. At least, I feel that I have total control of my days and actions. I don’t have to answer to anyone and pretend to be who I am not. I still envy the fact that one gets to fall in love all over again in every drama they play. Nevertheless, maybe I am experiencing the best “track” of “me living” in all possible “parallel universes” after all, but I just don’t know it yet.

20231009 A dear colleague left me a message in the chat and said how much she loved “Itaewon Class”. I personally cannot watch you in another role and appreciate much of them after Secretary Kim. I was gifted a free key chain when I bought the standing figuring. I did not really want it but to make people be aware that I am a fan of yours, I decided to hook it up to my computer backpack. “Sae-ro-yi” was nothing much without “Jo Yi-seo”. He would have made it if it weren’t for her. And his righteousness, revenge and ambition did not impress me. And I am sorry, that hairdo was hideous to me. Despite the popularity of that show, and it came highly recommended by my students, “Itaewon Class” never made it to my top 20. I am happy that it pushed your career to yet another level up. It was a great move for you.

20231014 I saw that three of you made a program last year which I chose not to watch. All three of you played the main role that makes the top 3 on my list. The other two boys have more of the natural handsome looks than you. But you are still my favorite because I find more charisma in your character that I like. Park Bo Gum has the best singing voice while Ji Chang Wook has the the most perfect chisels on his face. Of all the polished images that ya’ll released for your fans to learn, I also likes yours the most. Not that you will ever care.

20231015 Hey I finally got rescued from “Secretary Kim” and started watching “Boyfriend”. I cannot help noticing Song Hyu Gyo’s hand since it was such a close up. The shape of her hand is not pretty. It has a extra angle and does not comply to the golden ratio. I wonder if you would pass up a gorgeous women like her because of her hand? Again, my puzzle with a “beautiful hand” continues…

20231029 I started watching some of your very old dramas. You were so young that I could not recognize you. I could not even finish the first episode. How do people have time to watch everything you’ve done, regardless it’s good or not, and then follow your routine day in and day out? Do they not have a life of their own? Is your life what’s fulfilling theirs? Are die-hard fans really a good thing to have? Also, one more thing I have to say and I have been dying to say it for a while now. Can Hollywood make you looking uglier? I would not have agreed to take on the role if I know that’s the image of me blasted out to the whole world. Sure sure sure. It’s your ticket to the INTERNATIONAL market. It probably will make you bigger than ever again. But, I would have a line that I draw. Enough is good enough.

20231112 I want to say something but I don’t have anything to say right now. Because I feel that I am already wasting too much on a person who I don’t know, don’t get to know and talk in person. This is getting a bit old for me.

20231130 Hey, I saw that Marvel movie’s box office was rather disappointing. Well, since you did not really appear more than 5 minutes, I guess that you don’t have to be blamed for anything. Good luck with your coming up new series. I am not really looking forward to it since it’s not the genre that I currently am into. I will check out a couple episodes and see if it’s worthy of my time.

20240903 I am here to express my deepest regret and say that I am no longer a biggest fan. Not only because I realize that I have only liked one drama that you have done so far. I have not been impressed with the movie or other dramas that you had done. Not to mention, the latest drama that you play with Han Seo-Xi. Also, you are not as handsome as I thought you were any more. Younger men have replaced your images. That’s right, so shallow and so unfaithful. There is always a special place in my heart saved for you. I will come by and visit from time to time.